Rhonda Rhose 10.16.17
Today I got mad. I was angry enough that I knew, at least based on past patterns of guide-speak communications, that I would get nothing in the form of true clarity until I resolved the ego-based portion of my anger. But something has shifted over this last ride through the wild side of unresolved issues and energy swirlies – I seem to be able to reach a higher frequency of wisdom from within, right there during the most intense portion of my anger – my non-love-based emotional reaction – my newly forming karmic residue – the energy I must clean before I can send it back to the planet to be used in her and our creative efforts. What happened????
My own personal work with the watcher portion of my soul guides has been quite irritating and in my way for about the past two years. I have been working on replacing my own wave of internal mothering wisdom with something of a higher vibration, something more akin to angel-speak than to watcher-speak. Let me clarify:
A lot has been said about the watchers in our old legends and pamphlets of mystery; there are a lot of questions and a lot of theories on who the watchers are and what their purpose might be. Most references are taken from the Book of Enoch, and Enoch was no expert on the watchers of his era. He was experiencing one of the first awakenings for his particular group, or root race, as it might now be called. He was of the first line of human proto-types and one who managed his awarenesss package quite well, well enough that he resumed personal, conscious control of his higher mind, the layer of mind we now refer to as the ‘super-conscious.’
Just so you know, the italicized verbiage is from the higher realm voice I work with, a.k.a. guide-speak, or my invisible entourage. To add a quick line of translation, the super-conscious mind is where the invisible groups hang out – our soul family. And to add more possibility, the super-conscious mind is the doorway to activation of our super-powers, like self-healing, and calling in the right job when we need it etc. The possibilities get even more magnificent once we rise a few more degrees on the love barometer.
Our ideas about who you are have changed over the last 20 to 30 years. We used to take and hold responsibility for your karmic residue fields – i.e., our non-love based energies, and we used to care for your hiccups when you caused another to fall down with your ego-centric ideas of who you are, who you are to become, or why you cast side-ways glances at those who are not you. The truth is this: we know you have all lived as many lives at this vibration of mass consciousness well enough that you cannot rise in frequency without taking additional actional-recourses in dealing with your own private issues without using those around you as mirrors.
Our charge, the smelly rhose, as it were on certain days, was ushered into the higher frequency by having to live through every bit of karmic residue she caused while she caused it. What that means is this…
Most of us are experiencing what I went through but not with the conscious mind, rather, it takes place internally, in the subconscious, where all the residue is stored that is waiting to be cleansed for further energetic usage by us here in the world of form and by our earth-mother constituents as they plan for and hold shape for our survival needs. (elementals)
The watchers, long ago considered to be fallen angels by those in the know who really didn’t know, are simply a role played by us, the soul family that resides in the super-conscious mind. As watchers, we are tasked with reducing the karmic residue within each of our participant’s minds by asking questions within that point the directional arrow of integrity and self-introspection to our charge. (if we are noticing it in a way that criticizes or blames another, we are being shown how we are in error as well.)
The reason this happens is because we are asked to quote to you the verbiage you use in your minds in a way that says we are the ones that are evil, not the other way around. (If, for instance, you’re thinking that so-and-so is a horse’s ass for telling it like it is, from his or her viewpoint, every time a new topic comes up, there is a good chance there is an inner, subconscious voice of a watcher telling you that you are a horse’s ass for thinking that your ideas or ways of expressing them are better than the one being criticized.)
When I say I have had a rougher time than normal with the watcher-portion of my mind for the last 2 years, I mean that even though my crown chakra has been activated enough that I can communicate consciously with my higher realm voices, I still have had to hear the voices conducting the karmic cleaning and every time my mind strayed to thoughts of someone else, I had to undergo the karmic swiping of another layer of ego-based rationalizations until I developed a good enough understanding of my own insecurities that I could leave others out of my wandering rationale. It’s called taking responsibility for me and where I am – letting go of the victim rationale and all other tributaries of that mind-pathway.
Although during readings I am allowed to bring in the higher realm point of view that is considered appropriate by those higher in vibration than me, during my own moments of flux, I was tasked with clearing the ego-based residue with the watchers until I managed to increase my own reading on the love barometer. Then I could finally reach the top bananas for their input, or for the input from another auric field down here near mine, one that it might help to be aware of before I blow a gasket in the wrong direction.
But not today, while I am angry, the invisible gang allowed me access to the highest voice within to tell me what I needed to know to proceed in an effective format. They have been telling me for the past 11 years that I was working on a new layer of mothering. What they refer to as mothering is that self-made layer of internal guidance, a man-made mimicry of the higher realm, a layer of knowledge and wisdom that resides within the conscious mind – one we construct ourselves as our self-monitoring system of right and wrong. The issues of self-preservation that we each cling to will be the filters of individuality that pepper our front layers of mothering-mind and they are the issues we are cleaning out of all of you as of this writing.
Did I make it yet? Do I finally get to my new layer of mothering? Can I finally reach the voice of angel-speak when I need it most? My internal compass knew all the arrows of self-governance well enough that I knew my heart-energy was out of synch with love, but asking for and receiving the necessary guidance to take action didn’t seem to require that meditative work to find self-less love before I could hear in the language of the true north. That means no longer playing a victim in my mind – ever – and if you know me at all, you wouldn’t tend to label me with a victim mentality – but I had to break free of the victimhood residue that lies beneath the layers of self-preservation and insecurity in self to let it all go. That’s where victim-hood stems from, the need to preserve self when self feels unsure of self.
Until next time,
Love in All-Ways,
Book: Dreaming Without Wings by Rhonda Rhose
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